Well family I have been thinking about relationships
lately. As I am maturing in my walk with
Christ I have realized so much about myself dealing with past
relationships. I use to blame men for my
hurt. I have come to the conclusion that
it was not the men fault. I didn’t love
myself and truly didn’t love the men in my life like they should have been
loved. There are three categories of men
that I have experienced in my life.
The first men were what I called frogs. You know the story of princess and the
frog. But this frog never turned into a
prince. At the time the frog had the
right to hurt me because I allowed it. I
kissed some frogs but I realized that during this time I was a frog
myself. I also didn’t know my
self-worth. I can say now that I truly
do appreciate the experience with the frogs because it makes me appreciate the
great man God will send to me.
The next set of men that I have experienced I would say is a
mixed of a frog and a prince. This is the
time in my life where I was confused about what I wanted. So I allowed a man that was confused to enter
my life. I knew I didn’t love myself and
was searching for love that men could never give me. I was happy that God showed me what real love
is and allowed me to realize I needed to grow.
The last group of men is the prince. Now these men were awesome but was not the
prince for me. I want to say thank you
for showing me what a Godly man looks like.
You showed me how I should be treated even though I was not ready for
you at the time. I always said I was
ready for love but when it came God showed me I had some growing to do. So I took the mature way out and worked on
me.
Today, I am truly ready for love because I am whole, thanks
to God. I know my worth and know God is
true love. I am ready to give love and
not expect anything in return because I know that is what God intended for us
all. I know I can love a person right
where they are because we are all a work in progress. So to my Prince, I know that this is not a
fairytale but real life. I know there
are up and down in relationship but I promise to work hard at our future and
will not give up. So whoever you are I
am waiting with open arms and an open heart.
So if you can recognize any of these experience or
categories in your life I pray God reveals truth to you. I pray that God make you whole so you can
really experience love and truly appreciate it.
Love you guys
Freedom
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